a wrinkle in time;
That’s all it takes to turn your whole damn world upside down…now coming to grips that I should always go with my original gut decision in all aspects of life…this acting on impulse thing has really fucked me up. What’s worse though? Realizing the decisions you’ve made which you believed at the time would benefit yourself were all in vain? ; or rather the circumstances to why it’s that way. For in one conversation, your entire mindset can be changed, all through the perception of how someone see’s you through their eyes. That happened to me today. One simple, casual talk flipped my world off it’s axis, and I don’t even know where to begin in getting that back on track. I used to be the one with all the answers, but here I am…only left with questions. I’m at a standstill with my feet bolted under quicksand, only the sands of time can mend this, and even with insanity at my waist, I’m no where in reach of that. I’ve never asked for help, honestly…that I can recall, ever..but I have nothing now, no one. True solitude in a shrinking room, and I don’t know what to do.
